So we got a call from the body shop today saying that the tahoe would be ready later today. SOOO good!! We go pick her up and let me tell you she is PRETTY!!! They pretty much replaced the whole driver's side of the truck. So Im driving to the rental place to pick up Boo and burn!! Now there are engine problems or mechanical problems or something!!! I want to cry. But Nelson Hall was really good. They stayed after hours to look at it and got us something else to drive. So my truck is now in the service department lol!! Least Im out of that HHR but now I'm in a Ford and it is weird LOL!!!
Happy New Years Yall
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Im still pissed
So it's been almost a week since Christmas and I am still pissed. I am glad I got to spend Christmas with my family. That was great.
BUT...........
So we go to the in laws. Told them we would be there at 7 because they told us another family member wouldnt be off till 7. Well LIE! Other family member got off at 6 and no one called and told us or answered their phones when Boo was calling to ask if things were still going to be at 7. So we get there at like 7:05 (yeah we were late, because they told Boo to bring dessert and I had to turn around to get it.) Well what do you know they are opening presents! All the kids are surrounded by presents. Matheson stands there for 5 minutes and they NEVER hand him a gift. FUCK THEM!!! Yes I know that gifts arent the "reason for the season." BUT! When all the kids are surrounded by presents and M doesnt have one, how do you think that makes him feel? He asked me if there was anything there for him. A grandchild should NOT have to ask that when all the grand kids are surrounded by presents. That shit makes me so mad!!! It is like that every year. And to top it off this year THEY DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HIS NAME!!!!!
I am so angry I could scream!! I want to scream and slam heads together. Only 2 things that I saw have Matheson on them. I am so happy that Aunt Joni and Uncle James know Matheson's name.
FUCK YOU THAT DO NOT KNOW YOUR OWN NEPHEW OR GRANDSON'S NAME!!!! That is so fucking stupid. Yall are such shitty stupid people that this blog probably wont even register in your little pea sized self centered brains. Hell yall are probably to stupid to realize this is even about any of yall!!!
But consider this the end of your relationship with your grandson.
BUT...........
So we go to the in laws. Told them we would be there at 7 because they told us another family member wouldnt be off till 7. Well LIE! Other family member got off at 6 and no one called and told us or answered their phones when Boo was calling to ask if things were still going to be at 7. So we get there at like 7:05 (yeah we were late, because they told Boo to bring dessert and I had to turn around to get it.) Well what do you know they are opening presents! All the kids are surrounded by presents. Matheson stands there for 5 minutes and they NEVER hand him a gift. FUCK THEM!!! Yes I know that gifts arent the "reason for the season." BUT! When all the kids are surrounded by presents and M doesnt have one, how do you think that makes him feel? He asked me if there was anything there for him. A grandchild should NOT have to ask that when all the grand kids are surrounded by presents. That shit makes me so mad!!! It is like that every year. And to top it off this year THEY DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HIS NAME!!!!!
I am so angry I could scream!! I want to scream and slam heads together. Only 2 things that I saw have Matheson on them. I am so happy that Aunt Joni and Uncle James know Matheson's name.
FUCK YOU THAT DO NOT KNOW YOUR OWN NEPHEW OR GRANDSON'S NAME!!!! That is so fucking stupid. Yall are such shitty stupid people that this blog probably wont even register in your little pea sized self centered brains. Hell yall are probably to stupid to realize this is even about any of yall!!!
But consider this the end of your relationship with your grandson.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas to my readers. I am blessed this year like every year to be able to spend this time with my family and friends. I am blessed to be with those this year that I could have lost last year. I am blessed to remember those I wont get to see again. I am blessed to have made it to this holiday lol! I just want my family and friends to know I love them and hope to spend the next year laughing and cutting up with them LOL!!
I hope that next year I get to share the holiday with the same people I spent it with this year. I hope that I get to sing Christmas carols at work even though I don't know any of the words!
But anyway. I hope everyone out there has had a blessed and happy Christmas this year
Tomorrow the holiday will be over and I can let the rest of my feelings out
Love to all and bubbling around
I hope that next year I get to share the holiday with the same people I spent it with this year. I hope that I get to sing Christmas carols at work even though I don't know any of the words!
But anyway. I hope everyone out there has had a blessed and happy Christmas this year
Tomorrow the holiday will be over and I can let the rest of my feelings out
Love to all and bubbling around
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
stem cell therapy
So I've been seeing this commercial for Stem Cell Therapy, a face lotion. I have watched the whole commercial and I understand what it is saying and how it works. But the only thing I can think while watching this commercial is...... it's a jar full of aborted fetuses. Yep thats the only thought I have.. People are rubbing aborted fetus on their face. I mean where else would they get a surplus of stem cells? Yeah I know this is morbid and gross and probably offensive to anyone who reads this but what else do you expect to come from my finger tips? For real now...
I realized I need a real journal today lol because sometimes I say things that other people probably shouldnt read lol! But I am who I am... Im like the Yankees.. you either love me or hate me
Byebye for now!
I realized I need a real journal today lol because sometimes I say things that other people probably shouldnt read lol! But I am who I am... Im like the Yankees.. you either love me or hate me
Byebye for now!
Monday, December 20, 2010
useless penises
Ok you penis possessors out there. Yall are flat useless. I have asked several penis possessors the same question and I havent gotten a straight answer yet. Granted I could ask the man in my life and get the answer I need put that would ruin the lack of suprise on his Christmas present. So I guess I'm going to have to ask my Daddy because I know he will know. And before yall saying anything, Daddies are in a class all their own. So NAH!!
I just realized I am a shitty parent. Im sitting at my mother's and M's tee ball trophy and his sunday school project are both over here. Why arent these things at my house? I'm as confused as the next person.
So I had fun this evening with my girls. Got some shopping done too. Yeah I know Christmas is saturday but Im a scrooge.
Oh did I mention that my unfriend texted me after my wreck.. Told me she still loved me. Whatever. Funny way of showing some shit. Well my heart was broken and that shit dont heal! Swim in your guilt.
I am so happy to finally me off!!! I hate thos 6 day stretches. Oh well. Wish payday was a little earlier this week. Oh well....
Tata for now... cant wait to hit the sack...... bubbling away
I just realized I am a shitty parent. Im sitting at my mother's and M's tee ball trophy and his sunday school project are both over here. Why arent these things at my house? I'm as confused as the next person.
So I had fun this evening with my girls. Got some shopping done too. Yeah I know Christmas is saturday but Im a scrooge.
Oh did I mention that my unfriend texted me after my wreck.. Told me she still loved me. Whatever. Funny way of showing some shit. Well my heart was broken and that shit dont heal! Swim in your guilt.
I am so happy to finally me off!!! I hate thos 6 day stretches. Oh well. Wish payday was a little earlier this week. Oh well....
Tata for now... cant wait to hit the sack...... bubbling away
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Its been a month
So it's been a month since my last blog. Wonder where I have been? Oh yeah that work place lol.. So I am still without my truck. Pissy. Body shop said it would be after Christmas before I got it back.. Time has run out on my rental so that's an inconvenience. But anyway. How are yall my loyal reader (s)?
I have just been working. Got all the little nieces and nephews gifts out of the way. The M is taken care of. I still need to get the Boo something and my parents. Ohh it's never ending lol
I'm sick. Sucks to be me right now. I'm finally at the last day of my 6 day stretch. What was I thinking working on my day off?! Where did my brain power go? Must have went into my 7 patients.
Let me tell yall, I am seeing some frustrating shit. I know I have an attitude but there is a time and a place for every attitude and something other people's attitudes are IN THE WRONG place. And really, either SUCK IT or GET OFF YOUR KNEES!!! I just wanted to say that. I am damned tired of stupid talk!!
I didn't know the Duggars were on say Yes to the dress.
I always feel like I have so much to pour out then when I sit down to type it out I remember that some of the shit want to pour out some people might not should read LOL!! Maybe I should just write in a journal
tata for now.... still in a bubble
I have just been working. Got all the little nieces and nephews gifts out of the way. The M is taken care of. I still need to get the Boo something and my parents. Ohh it's never ending lol
I'm sick. Sucks to be me right now. I'm finally at the last day of my 6 day stretch. What was I thinking working on my day off?! Where did my brain power go? Must have went into my 7 patients.
Let me tell yall, I am seeing some frustrating shit. I know I have an attitude but there is a time and a place for every attitude and something other people's attitudes are IN THE WRONG place. And really, either SUCK IT or GET OFF YOUR KNEES!!! I just wanted to say that. I am damned tired of stupid talk!!
I didn't know the Duggars were on say Yes to the dress.
I always feel like I have so much to pour out then when I sit down to type it out I remember that some of the shit want to pour out some people might not should read LOL!! Maybe I should just write in a journal
tata for now.... still in a bubble
Friday, November 19, 2010
wreckage
So hello world
My body hurts!! I am so sad. So yall know I congratulated myself in August with the purchase of a new tahoe. Well my new tahoe met an unfortunate accident yesterday.. She is suffering some now. I am so sad!! Her whole driver side is messed up.... but on a good note Matheson and I were alright. The other drive was alright too. Thank God no one was hurt. Of course my whole body is hurting right now. In fact as soon as I get done with this blog I am going to go home and go to bed. My baby was SOOOO brave. Matheson wanted to be upset but he was so brave yesterday. I am so proud. I wanted to sit in the road and cry but my boy was so awesome.
Big shout out to my friends for checking up on me. To Kayla May for offering to come be with me. It means so much... To Hannah for stopping, thank you!! I've even got to send some good vibes to my brothers in law. They both came and checked on me. One claims to have checked my temp but I must have blacked out during that lol!! But we are ok. I was given a note saying take 2 days off and my supervisors said if I wanted to come back early I had to have a doctors note for that too. So ummm ok.....
Anyway.... Nothing new going on here. I had some stuff I wanted to blog on but all of it was overpowered by yesterday lol.
It hurts to breath and cough... how am I suppose to cough and deep breath when it hurts this bad?
tata for now... i travel by bubble
My body hurts!! I am so sad. So yall know I congratulated myself in August with the purchase of a new tahoe. Well my new tahoe met an unfortunate accident yesterday.. She is suffering some now. I am so sad!! Her whole driver side is messed up.... but on a good note Matheson and I were alright. The other drive was alright too. Thank God no one was hurt. Of course my whole body is hurting right now. In fact as soon as I get done with this blog I am going to go home and go to bed. My baby was SOOOO brave. Matheson wanted to be upset but he was so brave yesterday. I am so proud. I wanted to sit in the road and cry but my boy was so awesome.
Big shout out to my friends for checking up on me. To Kayla May for offering to come be with me. It means so much... To Hannah for stopping, thank you!! I've even got to send some good vibes to my brothers in law. They both came and checked on me. One claims to have checked my temp but I must have blacked out during that lol!! But we are ok. I was given a note saying take 2 days off and my supervisors said if I wanted to come back early I had to have a doctors note for that too. So ummm ok.....
Anyway.... Nothing new going on here. I had some stuff I wanted to blog on but all of it was overpowered by yesterday lol.
It hurts to breath and cough... how am I suppose to cough and deep breath when it hurts this bad?
tata for now... i travel by bubble
Sunday, November 14, 2010
fun with friends
I think I am still recovering from dying.. I have slept ALL day for 2 days. Of course for some reason when I work I dont sleep at all. Dont know whats up with that. But anyway....
Went out last night with friends. We are definatly in mourning of Cresent City. So we went and ate then when to Brews. It was kinda fun for what it is. If only I could make Poore's hips move. With that booty something should move lol!! I had fun though. It took some getting used to but it's something I would definatly do again. I would like to go somewhere where the played country music though. I guess Im going to have to move to Nashville. Sounds like a plan.
So whats up readers? It getting holiday season and I hate the holidays. I have to work Thanksgiving, the day before and the day after. Kinda sucks because Thanksgiving is something we have at our house. Least we have for the past few years. Oh well. I guesss I will be cooking (Boo and I anyway) for my work friends. Yeah yall are all going to wish you had been working.
I need a new mp3 player. Mines pretty much full... :(
Anyway talk at yalls later
Went out last night with friends. We are definatly in mourning of Cresent City. So we went and ate then when to Brews. It was kinda fun for what it is. If only I could make Poore's hips move. With that booty something should move lol!! I had fun though. It took some getting used to but it's something I would definatly do again. I would like to go somewhere where the played country music though. I guess Im going to have to move to Nashville. Sounds like a plan.
So whats up readers? It getting holiday season and I hate the holidays. I have to work Thanksgiving, the day before and the day after. Kinda sucks because Thanksgiving is something we have at our house. Least we have for the past few years. Oh well. I guesss I will be cooking (Boo and I anyway) for my work friends. Yeah yall are all going to wish you had been working.
I need a new mp3 player. Mines pretty much full... :(
Anyway talk at yalls later
Saturday, November 6, 2010
What to say
So whats up world? Not much here. Not looking forward to working this weekend. I always feel that way but then I get to work and get in my groove and Im fine. Its just the getting there part. Kinda like in sex LOL!!!
My poor M was sick friday. Love puke on the covers. I think nursing may have finally toughened my stomach though. I didnt gag the first time and it was chunky vomit. Of course I didnt gag over my patient puking either. Anyway. I know yall wanted to be a part of that conversation
Michelle gave me the best pic for my bday. It was from our trip to Nashville. LOVE it!!
I guess life is going. I bought a Christmas present today. LOL!
My poor M was sick friday. Love puke on the covers. I think nursing may have finally toughened my stomach though. I didnt gag the first time and it was chunky vomit. Of course I didnt gag over my patient puking either. Anyway. I know yall wanted to be a part of that conversation
Michelle gave me the best pic for my bday. It was from our trip to Nashville. LOVE it!!
I guess life is going. I bought a Christmas present today. LOL!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Halloween
Hello readers
So today is the actual Halloween but yesterday was the observed one I guess you would say. So the M was a vampire. The Boo was something gross and I was suppose to be death. Not sure how that came out. But the Devil and the Kitty were cute and I think at the end of the night Harold had had a good time. Him and the Indian. Had fun with friends last night at cresent city. Wish Danelle could have made it. How dare she let puking get in the way!!! Im so bad. Im sitting here eating Halloween candy at my mother's because she didnt have any trick or treaters. Someones got to eat it. It's a tough job. I need to take some of these little snickers to Kayla May!
So I am feeling somber and morose for some reason. Dont know whats up with that. I think thats one of the reason I am pigging out on the candy. I have loved being off for 3 days. Feel like I havent done anything though or slept any. Blah. Least I have some clean clothes now though.
I forgot my camera or I would have posted some of the pics from last night. Oh apparently I was suppose to do the family thing this weekend and I forgot and did the friend thing instead LOL. It happens
Anyway tata for now
So today is the actual Halloween but yesterday was the observed one I guess you would say. So the M was a vampire. The Boo was something gross and I was suppose to be death. Not sure how that came out. But the Devil and the Kitty were cute and I think at the end of the night Harold had had a good time. Him and the Indian. Had fun with friends last night at cresent city. Wish Danelle could have made it. How dare she let puking get in the way!!! Im so bad. Im sitting here eating Halloween candy at my mother's because she didnt have any trick or treaters. Someones got to eat it. It's a tough job. I need to take some of these little snickers to Kayla May!
So I am feeling somber and morose for some reason. Dont know whats up with that. I think thats one of the reason I am pigging out on the candy. I have loved being off for 3 days. Feel like I havent done anything though or slept any. Blah. Least I have some clean clothes now though.
I forgot my camera or I would have posted some of the pics from last night. Oh apparently I was suppose to do the family thing this weekend and I forgot and did the friend thing instead LOL. It happens
Anyway tata for now
Friday, October 29, 2010
Happy place
So the other night I was looking for my happy place and NOT finding it. Still looking for the damned thing. So not in it at the moment. I am just stressed. Feel like Im getting hit from all sides right now. Plus Holidays are coming up and let's be honest here. I am SCROOGE!! But anyway there are some things out there irritating me right now but I have a three day weekend so maybe they will be off my chest by Monday.
So I am going to kill Boo. Mainly because I thought he was dead this morning. He had some kind of weird allergic like reaction to something last night. Broke out in whelps all over. Never said he was having problems breathing but still. Then he drank half a bottle of children's benadryl. So when I'm getting reading to go to work he is almost passed out. I can barely wake him and I am scared to leave our M with him. So I put both the M and the Boo to bed and go to work. Well when I call the Boo at 0630 he doesnt answer!!! Any of the 10 times I call him!!!! So I am thinking he is dead. Had some anaphalaxis or something!!! So I call my mother to go check on him. Anyway, he's alive and well. Least till I kill him for scaring me!!!
Let's see what else is going on.......... I'm kinda pissy at people messing with my life. And it's really not so much my life but just interactions in my life. It's just pissy for a person to go throw a big wrench in something for themselves and then leave the situation all together like they had nothing to do with it. Pissy pissy..
And why does the world thing all fat people are short with big boobies?? I got lots of leg to go with my lots of ass and little bit of boobie. Get the body right clothing makers!! On that note I wanna go shopping
Anyway
ta-ta for now!!!
So I am going to kill Boo. Mainly because I thought he was dead this morning. He had some kind of weird allergic like reaction to something last night. Broke out in whelps all over. Never said he was having problems breathing but still. Then he drank half a bottle of children's benadryl. So when I'm getting reading to go to work he is almost passed out. I can barely wake him and I am scared to leave our M with him. So I put both the M and the Boo to bed and go to work. Well when I call the Boo at 0630 he doesnt answer!!! Any of the 10 times I call him!!!! So I am thinking he is dead. Had some anaphalaxis or something!!! So I call my mother to go check on him. Anyway, he's alive and well. Least till I kill him for scaring me!!!
Let's see what else is going on.......... I'm kinda pissy at people messing with my life. And it's really not so much my life but just interactions in my life. It's just pissy for a person to go throw a big wrench in something for themselves and then leave the situation all together like they had nothing to do with it. Pissy pissy..
And why does the world thing all fat people are short with big boobies?? I got lots of leg to go with my lots of ass and little bit of boobie. Get the body right clothing makers!! On that note I wanna go shopping
Anyway
ta-ta for now!!!
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thank you for a few days off
So since the last time I was on here I have been to Nashville with 2 good friends, seen another good friend get married, saw some friends I havent seen in forever and a day, worked oodles and my aunt offically died. It's been kinda busy. Of course The M keeps me busy too but I dont really like blaring some things where anywhere can read it so no updates on that front.
So we made a road trip to Nashville. It was adventures in finding harley places. Both the GPS and William's directions sucked a little bit. Other than one more screw up from the GPS she did pretty good. I like Nashville. I think I want to move up there. Least for a bit anyway.
Work is going well. I still like it even when I dont.
I think my parents are going to snap. If baseball season doesnt end soon Im not sure both of them are going to survive. And while I will mourn the end of baseball season I love my parents more.
I went to the book store for the first time in forever today. Lots of books by people I want to read came out and I didnt even know it. I spent $75 on books, plus a frozen hot chocolate. LOVE IT! Im so excited to have new books. I dont even know which one to read first.
I am starting my second weekend in a row. That sucks but I have to take my licks for asking for a weekend off. Hopeful will be back to normal after this weekend. I am off Halloween. Dont know what I will do for it but oh well.
It has been so good to sleep at night the last 2 nights. I think I am catching up on sleep. I know they say you cant but I dont believe them
Ive seen some neat things at work lately. I think wounds are so cool!! I might have to look into wound care.
Ok I guess that's enough for the moment. Catchya later....
So we made a road trip to Nashville. It was adventures in finding harley places. Both the GPS and William's directions sucked a little bit. Other than one more screw up from the GPS she did pretty good. I like Nashville. I think I want to move up there. Least for a bit anyway.
Work is going well. I still like it even when I dont.
I think my parents are going to snap. If baseball season doesnt end soon Im not sure both of them are going to survive. And while I will mourn the end of baseball season I love my parents more.
I went to the book store for the first time in forever today. Lots of books by people I want to read came out and I didnt even know it. I spent $75 on books, plus a frozen hot chocolate. LOVE IT! Im so excited to have new books. I dont even know which one to read first.
I am starting my second weekend in a row. That sucks but I have to take my licks for asking for a weekend off. Hopeful will be back to normal after this weekend. I am off Halloween. Dont know what I will do for it but oh well.
It has been so good to sleep at night the last 2 nights. I think I am catching up on sleep. I know they say you cant but I dont believe them
Ive seen some neat things at work lately. I think wounds are so cool!! I might have to look into wound care.
Ok I guess that's enough for the moment. Catchya later....
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Lately
So my birthday has passed since last time I was on here. Boo's grandmother died. My unfriend ran any time I walked into the same room and I hung out with some friends. Life's pretty good.
So we took Danelle to the pumpkin patch with us yesterday. It's different than what it's been but it was fun. We got lots of pumpkins. Then last night we all hung out for my birthday even tho it was a week ago. I have corrupted Danelle, maybe. She might have been corrupted deep down inside before lol!!
Last night was fun. So happy all my friends came out!! Food and drinks. Life is good.
I just suck at thinking of things to say
Oh YANKEES make the playoffs!!!
So we took Danelle to the pumpkin patch with us yesterday. It's different than what it's been but it was fun. We got lots of pumpkins. Then last night we all hung out for my birthday even tho it was a week ago. I have corrupted Danelle, maybe. She might have been corrupted deep down inside before lol!!
Last night was fun. So happy all my friends came out!! Food and drinks. Life is good.
I just suck at thinking of things to say
Oh YANKEES make the playoffs!!!
Friday, September 17, 2010
Shoot me please
I am so sick. I just like suddenly hit me. I woke up yesterday to take M to school and felt ill. By the time I was going to work I wished I was dying. I snotted and stuff all night long. Even one of the nurses I was working with said I had been trying to catch my nose all night long. I still feel like crud. Sucks to be me currently. I mean I know it's hard for it to suck to be me but sometimes even my existence isn't perfect (rarely but sometimes).
I did my first enema last night. I'm not sure who was more traumatized, me or the receiving end.
GO YANKEES!!!!!!!
I did my first enema last night. I'm not sure who was more traumatized, me or the receiving end.
GO YANKEES!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
bye bye Daisy girl
So my dog Daisy died today. She was 8 years old. I found her on the side of the road 8 years ago. I had to chase her down and dig her out of a drain pipe. She was starving and mangy. But she was mine. Her best friend was Berretta who died 2 yrs ago. I'm kinda sad but I grew up on a farm and animals die all the time. But I'm going to miss my Daisy girl.
So what's up world? I guess work is still going. Had not the best week last week but I ended up with an extra day off. So that was a plus. I am just tired of people telling me what they think is best. It's just annoying as hell. Oh well. And hypocrites. That's even worse. Say one thing or tell you to do one thing knowing they don't have the balls to do the same thing. But I guess that is just true of life.
It has been so good to sleep at night this weekend tho. I love to sleep during the day but I seem to sleep better at night. But I like night shift. It's the shift I want to work.
So what's up world? I guess work is still going. Had not the best week last week but I ended up with an extra day off. So that was a plus. I am just tired of people telling me what they think is best. It's just annoying as hell. Oh well. And hypocrites. That's even worse. Say one thing or tell you to do one thing knowing they don't have the balls to do the same thing. But I guess that is just true of life.
It has been so good to sleep at night this weekend tho. I love to sleep during the day but I seem to sleep better at night. But I like night shift. It's the shift I want to work.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
STEAK!!
STEAK!!! So Boo and I went out with some of my work peoples last night. FUN TIMES!! But the blender was broke so that kinda sucked. Boo is so weird. If I wasnt sleeping with him on a regular basis I would worry about him. Speaking of Boo, where the hell is he??
So whats up world? My uncle died this morning. It was expected. He was 88 so he had a long time. I remember being down there alot as a kid. Used to ride my horse down there all the time. He had a hitching post in his front yard. Remember the halloween party that year and he took us on a hay ride pulled my mules. He always had a mule or horse of some type. I remember that horse Zeke that he had. There was this big tree in his front yard with benches built around it too. Uncle Jamie will always own a piece of my memories. The last time I actually saw him, I drove him to the store and back because he couldnt see a thing.....
So I am on day 1 of my 7 day stretch. I did mention this and was told it would be rectified but it wasnt so I will just reap the rewards.
hmm.. Im hungry
So whats up world? My uncle died this morning. It was expected. He was 88 so he had a long time. I remember being down there alot as a kid. Used to ride my horse down there all the time. He had a hitching post in his front yard. Remember the halloween party that year and he took us on a hay ride pulled my mules. He always had a mule or horse of some type. I remember that horse Zeke that he had. There was this big tree in his front yard with benches built around it too. Uncle Jamie will always own a piece of my memories. The last time I actually saw him, I drove him to the store and back because he couldnt see a thing.....
So I am on day 1 of my 7 day stretch. I did mention this and was told it would be rectified but it wasnt so I will just reap the rewards.
hmm.. Im hungry
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
whole lot of not organized
So I went to this meeting thing tonight. WHOLE LOT OF NOT ORGANIZED!! I mean if you are leading something get it together. Introduce yourself at least when you get up to talk. NO ORGANIZATION!!! I find that type of thing SOOO frustrating.
I feel like shit. My jaw hurts. My head is starting to feel all stopped up. And it just started. Ugh. It's going to be a long night.
Oh and poor puppy :(
I feel like shit. My jaw hurts. My head is starting to feel all stopped up. And it just started. Ugh. It's going to be a long night.
Oh and poor puppy :(
death
Why is death such a slow process? It seems like a cruel thing to know that death is going to be a drawn out process. That nothing is going to come quickly. Then in the event that death appears to come quickly, it is often violent in nature. I caused a death today and was trying to make it quick and painless. But even after all could be done to expediate the process it was still long and drawn out. For all I know the body is still breathing in the ditch. Hope it doesnt crawl home. I wonder if the death process is related to the birth process? Are those who are born quickly and suddenly gifted with a quick and sudden death? And are those who are birthed through a long drawn out labor, destin to have similar death process?
And Ive heard that you can feel a soul leave a body. Didnt get that feeeling this morning. So is the soul still trapped inside the ant filled body out in the ditch?
And Ive heard that you can feel a soul leave a body. Didnt get that feeeling this morning. So is the soul still trapped inside the ant filled body out in the ditch?
Monday, August 23, 2010
today
So I dont really have anything interesting to say but I figured since I was sitting here I might as well post something. I feel like shit! My jaw hurts. It's not like toothache hurt it just hurts. I dont even want to open my mouth. My throat hurts near my jaw and my ear on that side hurts too. Sucks to be me at the moment. Plus I am about to work day one of 11. I am working 11 out of the next 12 days. Oh well.... Money money money... money!! New truck and all right?
Sunday, August 8, 2010
change
I used to be very opposed to change but then I decided to jump head first into something because I knew I need change in my life to make me happy. So I have now made a very massive change in my whole lifestyle (no I havent kicked Boo out, yet). But even now after making changes I will admit that I still get kinda nauseous when I think about making other changes. Example: we just bought a new vehicle. I WANTED a new truck badly, needed one also. But even though I didnt want to drive a car forever it was still sickening to make that change back to something I was familiar with and WANTED/NEEDED! But another change has come along recently. And amazingly it is a relief to have it made. I didnt consciously make thing change. Didnt go into the moment with change in mind, but I have to admit that life is lighter post change. Goodbye old and unreliable. HELLO NEW WORLD!!!
So I have been a nurse for 2 months now. Started nights last monday. I AM SO EXHAUSTED!!! I think I did a really good job on my first week at nights. I didnt fall asleep at work, least I dont think I did. I didnt fall asleep on the way home. And I didnt fall asleep while standing in a patients room. BUT IM SO TIRED!!!! Lol... I thought I was doing really well until a patient told me I looked tired at like 3 am. Maybe I just look old. I mean Im only like 27, what's old there?
Hmm... seems like I had something else to say here but I got distracted by the internet... anyway
ta-ta for now
So I have been a nurse for 2 months now. Started nights last monday. I AM SO EXHAUSTED!!! I think I did a really good job on my first week at nights. I didnt fall asleep at work, least I dont think I did. I didnt fall asleep on the way home. And I didnt fall asleep while standing in a patients room. BUT IM SO TIRED!!!! Lol... I thought I was doing really well until a patient told me I looked tired at like 3 am. Maybe I just look old. I mean Im only like 27, what's old there?
Hmm... seems like I had something else to say here but I got distracted by the internet... anyway
ta-ta for now
Friday, August 6, 2010
shit in a hole
Alright those of you out there. Move out of the past. I have left my past behind. It took a while but eventually you can shake that shit off. So let's focus on the here and now. Are you listening? I hate people who are to scared of face to face confrontation but will go on and on with people not related to a situation or that even know the situation. And name calling. Well you're a poopy head. Got to make sure I can use terms you can understand there. Dont want to get too educated for some people out there. I spent a time unhappy with myself but I am adult enough to realize that I am the only one who can change myself. It's a waste of energy to sit around and bitch about what other people have or do just because you're unhappy with your own life. Grow some balls and step out and make changes. Even a child can figure out that changes need to be made when you're unhappy. Get over the jealously that clouds your vision. I cant help it that I am happy with where I am in my life. I worked to get to this point and make myself happy. No one can contribute to your happiness until you start to work on your own happiness. But by all means sit in your smoke filled, pet hair infested shit hole and bitch about how other people are shit, when you know deep down inside that you're really the shit in that hole.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
I love stupid people
I love stupid people, otherwise I wouldnt have survived this long.
So I started nights this week. Why do I feel more tired the more sleep I get? I mean I love to sleep during the day so why dont I feel rested? Oh well, it's worth it in the end. maybe.
So whats going on devoted readers? I have alot on my mind but I cant think of any of it lol! It's the mind of a natural born blonde from a bottle.
So I started nights this week. Why do I feel more tired the more sleep I get? I mean I love to sleep during the day so why dont I feel rested? Oh well, it's worth it in the end. maybe.
So whats going on devoted readers? I have alot on my mind but I cant think of any of it lol! It's the mind of a natural born blonde from a bottle.
Monday, June 28, 2010
RN week 3
So I am entering my 3rd week as an RN. Fun fun. It's only monday evening and my feet already hurt. LOL!! I dont want to say I enjoy what I'm doing because people will be critical of this but I like having something to do that is productive. It makes me feel productive and not useless.
My mind is filled with hard feelings now. Im actually getting tired of all this shit. But I will not just let these feelings go, because if I do then nothing matters anymore. And fuck it. SHIT MATTERS!!! Some people are so fucking shit. So full of shit. I am so frustrated with it. And then there's the know it alls. Ya know what I know? That I dont know SHIT! And frankly knowing that is knowing more than some people.
My mind is filled with hard feelings now. Im actually getting tired of all this shit. But I will not just let these feelings go, because if I do then nothing matters anymore. And fuck it. SHIT MATTERS!!! Some people are so fucking shit. So full of shit. I am so frustrated with it. And then there's the know it alls. Ya know what I know? That I dont know SHIT! And frankly knowing that is knowing more than some people.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Yawn
Oh work and I dont get along to well LOL!!! I am so excited to know that I dont have to get up till 6 am in the morning!! YAY!!! I'm probably going to miss these days shifts though when I'm working nites.
So I am in week 2 of RNing it. Yay me!! I'm surviving and so are my patients!! Really, can you ask for anything else? I think not. But my feet do hurt and I feel fuzzy headed at the end of the day. M and I went to bed at 8 pm last night. He was laying there going "the sun is still up, why are we going to bed in the morning." Love that boy. He is so funny.
Why does my Mom's sweet tea taste better than mine? I mean for real right? I want some chocolate.
So I am in week 2 of RNing it. Yay me!! I'm surviving and so are my patients!! Really, can you ask for anything else? I think not. But my feet do hurt and I feel fuzzy headed at the end of the day. M and I went to bed at 8 pm last night. He was laying there going "the sun is still up, why are we going to bed in the morning." Love that boy. He is so funny.
Why does my Mom's sweet tea taste better than mine? I mean for real right? I want some chocolate.
Monday, June 21, 2010
AHHH MY ARM!!!
Hello world
Part of the skin on my upper arm is missing. Sucks. Bet it's going to suck even more tomorrow. I am tired today. I didnt get tired till a few mins ago. So I did nursie things with the charge nurse today. That was very interesting. I am greatly intimidated. It's cool though. I finally got my actual license in the mail. About damned time....
Matheson is insane. Just wanted the world to know I have an insane kid.. He's pretty awesome though lol
So I am reading this latest book by Laurell K Hamilton. I am really starting to get bored with this series. I am sick of pretty men. Men are suppose to be MEN!! MANLY MEN!!! Not look good with lipstick on. But that's just my opinion. With hair in weird places and scratching lol!!
Part of the skin on my upper arm is missing. Sucks. Bet it's going to suck even more tomorrow. I am tired today. I didnt get tired till a few mins ago. So I did nursie things with the charge nurse today. That was very interesting. I am greatly intimidated. It's cool though. I finally got my actual license in the mail. About damned time....
Matheson is insane. Just wanted the world to know I have an insane kid.. He's pretty awesome though lol
So I am reading this latest book by Laurell K Hamilton. I am really starting to get bored with this series. I am sick of pretty men. Men are suppose to be MEN!! MANLY MEN!!! Not look good with lipstick on. But that's just my opinion. With hair in weird places and scratching lol!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Yawn
Hello blog followers... how are yall this hot day?
Had a pretty good day at work. Enjoyed myself, so I guess that's what matters.
M is so funny. He just talks and talks and talks, about ANYTHING!!!
Im really not very witty today lol.... I think my brain is fried by neulasta, neupogen and ummmmmmm..... potassium? Who knows right?
Had a pretty good day at work. Enjoyed myself, so I guess that's what matters.
M is so funny. He just talks and talks and talks, about ANYTHING!!!
Im really not very witty today lol.... I think my brain is fried by neulasta, neupogen and ummmmmmm..... potassium? Who knows right?
Monday, June 14, 2010
FREAKING OUT!!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (real monsters) Anyway, I start tomorrow OFFICIALLY as an RN.!!! I am so scared to death.. My stomach as been ill all day lol! When I went in to personal the lady said I was the first one to come in with their license. Yay me!! So now that I have used all this hard work and cried more in the last 2 yrs that I have EVER in my whole life, what do I do? Did school really teach me the skills I need to make decisions and care for people? What the HELL am I thinking? Do I really think I can care of people's needs and advocate for me? I AM INSANE!!!! There is no way I am ready for this!!! I cant even claim to be good in theory so what makes me think I will succeed in actuality? AHHHHHH!!!! And frankly 7 am sucks! Lol!
So anyway world, how are you today? Shout outs to my friends Sgeri and Chris for passing their boards!!!! Shannon can have one too even tho shes been a nurse like a month now lol!!
Well M seems to be enjoying summer. Spent ALL weekend in the pool. Me? I slaved away at work lol!! But I got to train the new guy. Not that theres alot of training to do but ya know how it is. M just told me about watching Scruffy. I remember watching that movie when I was a kid. HATED IT!! Why do all movies have to have someone die in them? I need to find Rickie Tickie Tavy for him. That is a classic. Loved that one.
So, there are people in this world that need some damned raising!! I dont care if they are adults they still need to be taught appropriateness. I mean yall are GROWN ADULTS IN YOUR LATE twenties and thirties. Dont you realize how fucked up your life is? How shitty people think you are? The people who are laughing and agreeing with you are 10 yrs younger than you so obviously they arent mature enough to know shit anyway. Hang out with people your own fucking age and maybe you would learn a thing or two. Of course people your own age wouldnt put up with your BS so I guess your only choice are children. Well you need to realize where the error is in your lives. Stupid damned shits!!
Bye for now yall LOL!!!!!
-H. Hollingsworth RN
So anyway world, how are you today? Shout outs to my friends Sgeri and Chris for passing their boards!!!! Shannon can have one too even tho shes been a nurse like a month now lol!!
Well M seems to be enjoying summer. Spent ALL weekend in the pool. Me? I slaved away at work lol!! But I got to train the new guy. Not that theres alot of training to do but ya know how it is. M just told me about watching Scruffy. I remember watching that movie when I was a kid. HATED IT!! Why do all movies have to have someone die in them? I need to find Rickie Tickie Tavy for him. That is a classic. Loved that one.
So, there are people in this world that need some damned raising!! I dont care if they are adults they still need to be taught appropriateness. I mean yall are GROWN ADULTS IN YOUR LATE twenties and thirties. Dont you realize how fucked up your life is? How shitty people think you are? The people who are laughing and agreeing with you are 10 yrs younger than you so obviously they arent mature enough to know shit anyway. Hang out with people your own fucking age and maybe you would learn a thing or two. Of course people your own age wouldnt put up with your BS so I guess your only choice are children. Well you need to realize where the error is in your lives. Stupid damned shits!!
Bye for now yall LOL!!!!!
-H. Hollingsworth RN
Saturday, June 12, 2010
It's Offical
So it is offical. I am a registered nurse!!! I am so freaking excited. It's amazing and surreal. So let's hope I am able to do this job. I have a number and everything!! YAY!!! So I took the NCLEX on June 5th.. It's amazing to know that I did actually learn something while in school. The nclex was actually easier than some of the test we took in school, but then I guess it should have been.
So I am sitting her watching Boo make cookies. The weekend people are going to miss Boo and his cookies LOL!!
My feeties are hurting. Lot's of walking today. I am kinda nervous, well really nervous about the whole being a real nurse thing.
Wow I just suck and am kinda boring huh. I cant think of anything interesting or enlightening to say. I just keep kinda staring at my lisence number. How moronic is that? lol! So world what is new with yall? I joined netflix the other day...Got our first movie yesterday. Still havent watched it.
So everyone is so excited that True Blood is coming back, but I could really care less. I think the show is kinda stupid. Give me Big Love any day of the week. Mormons are so much more amusing than vampires.
Alright, that's all for now folks...
So I am sitting her watching Boo make cookies. The weekend people are going to miss Boo and his cookies LOL!!
My feeties are hurting. Lot's of walking today. I am kinda nervous, well really nervous about the whole being a real nurse thing.
Wow I just suck and am kinda boring huh. I cant think of anything interesting or enlightening to say. I just keep kinda staring at my lisence number. How moronic is that? lol! So world what is new with yall? I joined netflix the other day...Got our first movie yesterday. Still havent watched it.
So everyone is so excited that True Blood is coming back, but I could really care less. I think the show is kinda stupid. Give me Big Love any day of the week. Mormons are so much more amusing than vampires.
Alright, that's all for now folks...
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
old blog
So I found my old blog.. all of 2 post and decided to import them to here. Look at me. I figured it out all on my own.... Only cussed a few times LOL!!
Who is Kevin Russo? I said the same thing several moments ago.. Just so yall are all in the know, he's a Yankee! So that makes him pretty cool.. He's playing left field right now..Made a pretty cool play a while ago. An out is an out after all.
Try marshmellows to stop diarrhea.. Just a little advice.. Sometimes the Docs even RX it. lol!
Gag me with as fork.... Yep that's the best I could come up with right now..
So I need some advice.. what should I get Boo and my own Dad for Father's Day? I am at a loss.. No idea!! So waiting for suggestions
adios
Who is Kevin Russo? I said the same thing several moments ago.. Just so yall are all in the know, he's a Yankee! So that makes him pretty cool.. He's playing left field right now..Made a pretty cool play a while ago. An out is an out after all.
Try marshmellows to stop diarrhea.. Just a little advice.. Sometimes the Docs even RX it. lol!
Gag me with as fork.... Yep that's the best I could come up with right now..
So I need some advice.. what should I get Boo and my own Dad for Father's Day? I am at a loss.. No idea!! So waiting for suggestions
adios
bedbugs
Did you know that bedbugs can hide in your electronics? Didnt know that myself. So whats up world? I know I have a few followers but no one has answer my whats up question yet :P
So I was a bum today!! It is my favorite past time of all times. BUM!!! Im really enjoying this Unholy Ghost book I am reading. The author is Stacia Kane. Getting a little panicky now about what I will read next tho. I let my mom have Bullet but since she hasnt started it yet I might steal it back.
So I can like read for fun now and not feel guilty about not studying!! It's kinda not as much fun without the guilt lol!!
I wanna go shopping. Who wants to go? I need to make a trip to Jackson to see my bud. HEY MICHELLE!!
Just watched M fall off the ramp on the back of the house.. Probably one of those things you're not suppose to laugh at. M just came up to me and told me he was allergic to rattle snakes. I told him most ppl were so it was ok. My baby is so funny...
As always I am watching the Yankees!!! GO BRONX BOMBERS!!! It's tied 0-0 right now.
Well I have another day of orientation. Tomorrow is computer day.. I am kinda computer stupid so let's hope this works out. Least I will be able to print my own tray list, maybe.
Well that's all for now folks. Yeah I know we havent gotten really exciting yet, but trust me... the excitement is coming. My life is filled with excitement and adventures....
So I was a bum today!! It is my favorite past time of all times. BUM!!! Im really enjoying this Unholy Ghost book I am reading. The author is Stacia Kane. Getting a little panicky now about what I will read next tho. I let my mom have Bullet but since she hasnt started it yet I might steal it back.
So I can like read for fun now and not feel guilty about not studying!! It's kinda not as much fun without the guilt lol!!
I wanna go shopping. Who wants to go? I need to make a trip to Jackson to see my bud. HEY MICHELLE!!
Just watched M fall off the ramp on the back of the house.. Probably one of those things you're not suppose to laugh at. M just came up to me and told me he was allergic to rattle snakes. I told him most ppl were so it was ok. My baby is so funny...
As always I am watching the Yankees!!! GO BRONX BOMBERS!!! It's tied 0-0 right now.
Well I have another day of orientation. Tomorrow is computer day.. I am kinda computer stupid so let's hope this works out. Least I will be able to print my own tray list, maybe.
Well that's all for now folks. Yeah I know we havent gotten really exciting yet, but trust me... the excitement is coming. My life is filled with excitement and adventures....
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
So I figured I could come up with something else to write about.... Anyone read anything good lately? I am currently reading Unholy Ghost, cant remember the author right off the top of my head. It's pretty good... Kinda freaky. It's about the "church" proving there was no God, only magic. Like I said, kinda freaky. I just recently finished Infinity by Sherilyn Kenyon. It was pretty good. It was better than some of her books.
OH GO TEX!!! Love them Yankees.....
So how does the world feel about 2 truths and 1 lie? I think that some people should grow the hell up on that note... but that's just me....
OH GO TEX!!! Love them Yankees.....
So how does the world feel about 2 truths and 1 lie? I think that some people should grow the hell up on that note... but that's just me....
Day One
So I have decided to give this blogging thing a try. I used to blog some of myspace, but myspace is so dead nowa days lol. So, I dont know if I will have any followers but if I do, how are yall today?
Things are pretty good here. Finished nursing school. Supposedly passed boards (scared they may take it from me lol). Matheson survived his first year of real school and no one suffered bodily harm, as far as we can tell anyway.
I am currently watching the Yankees play (GO YANKS!!!) and umps just suck. He was so safe, well maybe not....
I went to my first semi real baseball game a few weeks ago. Boo and I went to see the MS Braves. I LOVE baseball. Matheson is suppose to start playing in July. We will see how that goes. Ive paid my money so he may just play in the dirt but we are going to give it a whirl.
Anyway, that's all for now folks... well let me add this: this is my blog, with my opinions. I listed it as adult contents because I at times resemble a sailor.. So yall have been warned :)
Things are pretty good here. Finished nursing school. Supposedly passed boards (scared they may take it from me lol). Matheson survived his first year of real school and no one suffered bodily harm, as far as we can tell anyway.
I am currently watching the Yankees play (GO YANKS!!!) and umps just suck. He was so safe, well maybe not....
I went to my first semi real baseball game a few weeks ago. Boo and I went to see the MS Braves. I LOVE baseball. Matheson is suppose to start playing in July. We will see how that goes. Ive paid my money so he may just play in the dirt but we are going to give it a whirl.
Anyway, that's all for now folks... well let me add this: this is my blog, with my opinions. I listed it as adult contents because I at times resemble a sailor.. So yall have been warned :)
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